My sweet little Lana died yesterday. I adopted her when she was 8, after
my neighbors abandoned her and her two cat companions. I adopted all
three. Lana was attacked by two neighbor dogs shortly after she was
abandoned. They ripped open her chest, broke ribs, and punctured her
lung. She fought back. A year later, she threw a blood clot that gave
her a permanent limp in her left back leg. She fought back. She then
developed chronic kidney failure and lived with that and all it's
unpleasant side effects. She fought back. She developed megacolon. She
fought back. She was diagnosed with cancer in November. She was given a series of enemas that made her lose weight and left her bedridden. She fought back. In January, she was given another enema that sucked the life out of her. But she fought back.
She went for a colon evacuation two weeks ago, which she had been throuh before with no problems, came home, lay down to rest and recuperate, and stopped walking. She was alert, but couldn't
eat, had no energy, couldn't stand, couldn't even drink water or pee on her own. She tried to fight back. You could see it in her eyes. She
was determined.
This weekend, the cat who took four years to utter her first meow,
started crying. I took her to see her acupuncture vet yesterday morning,
and decided it was time for her to rest. She now joins her beloved
Georgie the Russian blue cat and my beloved Pupgirl on the Big Patio in
the Sky, where there's a big wicker chair with a soft green cushion in
the sun, just for her.
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kitty bunk beds--now reunited |
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Good thing she liked the dog bed the dogs didn't like |
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Lana's tuffet |
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Lana and her adorable crocheted sweater |
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Lana's favorite place--a lap |
More photos to come.
This hurts. I can still feel her sitting on my lap when I visited oh those many years ago. And I remember you saying how shy she was. I guess she liked me, maybe even as much as I liked her. We'll miss you, Lana! Thank you for bringing so much love to my middle sister!
ReplyDeleteThanks! I miss my little itty bitty so much. She was so sweet. She just wanted to be with you, that was all.
DeleteWhat a beautiful girl she was. I'm so sorry for your loss. It sounds like Lana was a true fighter, she knew you had saved her and she gave you as many years as she had in her.
ReplyDeleteThank you, little orphan skein. Yes, she used up about 12 lives, but I wish she had more in her. They are never here for as long as we'd like.
DeleteSuch a beautiful kitty, Miss Lana, she is romping around like never before on the Patio! I know she left a hole in your heart, but it will heal over from the love you gave her all these years. Love works both ways like that! Love, C
ReplyDeleteI know it was the right thing to do, to let her rest, but I still feel guilty over having to make that decision. I hate it, absolutely hate it. I was begging and praying she'd die on her own that weekend to spare me having to make it. But I know the last thing she'd ever do was willingly leave me, so I had to do it for her.
DeletePatti, I am so sorry to hear about Lana. The way you describe her.. she was a true fighter. I am sure your heart is heavy .. I am so so sorry Maryann T
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